Sometimes the thing you think you want turns out not to be the thing you want but only the thing you THOUGHT you wanted until you had the thing you thought you wanted and then the thing you had was not the thing you remember thinking you wanted but you couldn’t know it wouldn’t be until you had it but once you did, the thing you thought was only ever a figment that was always an impossibility, so letting go of the thing you thought and looking squarely at the thing that is, and appreciating the reality of that over the endless insatiability of the thing you thought – is what matters.
I think.